I Could

from by sadpanda



*Stephica wakes up. Awareness is bliss. Possibilities are endless.


I have launched a massive mission
not a pattern but a joyful condition

space is available for rent
in the highest of places and finally
I run round this circle finding out
that all the while everything
was within my reach

funny how gardens come up to greet me
tended but blooming wild
letters written but never mailed
ships boarded but never sailed

This room is bright now
even at night now
breathing calm right now
because I'm no longer
held underwater

never believing I could
I could


from sadpandabites, released May 5, 2005
vocals, lyrics, melodies, arrangement & artwork by *stephica
beats and instrumentation by loupal



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